lakhsya

winning spirit..

jab lakhshya pata to ruke kahan, bus chal pad tu wohi rah atal..
tu jhuke nahi aur ruke nahi, ab karta chal sab karya safal..

ab raah dekhna chhod de tu kisi aur sahi se avsar ki..
aur zara soch k dekh le tu, sada raah taki tune is pal ki..
jis pal tune yeh socha tha, keval sahas tha hath tere..
tu jeet ka dhwaj phehrayega, koi ho na ho phir sath tere..

aandhi aani thi aayegi, kahan aanka tha tune yeh kal..
tu jhuke nahi ab ruke nahi, bus karta chal sab karya safal..

yeh jivan hai ek yudh chhetra, jahan pal pal badha aati hai..
abhi dikhti hai jo rah saral, aage sankri ho jati hai..
yeh soch k par ghabra na tu, bus daal de ab pag is path par..
jo satya ko thaama hai tune, na vyartha kisi ki chinta kar..

kuchh ho hum kar dikhlayenge, bus rakh yeh apna lakshya sakal..
tu jhuke nahi aur ruke nahi, ab karta chal sab karya safal..

-by "ram"

obviously bakwaas..

kisi ne kabhi kaha hai.. All men are dogs..kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki all nahi to kam se kam kuchh to jaroor hote honge tabhi yeh baat samne aayi hai.. :) hota hai yaar..jaane dete hain..no discussions in such khatarnaak matters :)

pata nahi kyun raat ko neend nahi aati ab der tak. kai din se yeh change aaya hai..pata nahi kyun par hamesha se to aisa nahi tha..main to pet bhar k sota tha yaar.aur ab to ulluon ki tarah jaagne ki aadat hoti ja rahi hai..aise b sone ki koshish k naam pe aap lite band karke letne ke alawa kar b kya sakte ho?? nothng na..maine b wahi koshish ki par fail haiga g. asal mein kai baar sapne hi sone nahi dete..aur woh sapne khaas taur se jo naye naye uge hote hain aapke mind mein..hota hai yaar..aur main to shuru se hi mast wala planchi raha hun..hamesha pehle sapna then us tak pahunchne ka plan..dono cheezen mast taiyaar milti hain yahan. 24X7.. :)

Life is divided in so many parts that u can nvr know when u'll have time to c urself..yups..kabhi ghar k liyen time kabhi office k liyen kabhi frnds k liyen..hamesha aisa hi hota hai..baaki bacha NSE aur BSE kha jaate hain aur mere naam pe bachta hai to bus weekend ka koi bacha khucha sa aadha ghanta ya 15 minute..jo kabhi mil gaya to kabhi nahi.. pata hai kabhi kabhi to jaan boojh k khud k liyen time nahi nikaalna chahta main..coz kabhi jyada soch liya na to purani kahaniyan bhoot banke samne aane lagti hain.. maine ek baat to seekhi hai ..na to past mein ji sakte hum na future mein..sirf life ka prsent jiyo aur unhi lamho ko apna maano..past mein aap kuchh change kar nahi sakte aur future mein change aaj tak koi kar nahi paya..aur present mein hi agar sochoge to jaan to 10000 lafde milenge yaar.. its not only my story..sabka yahi haal hai.. aur agar koi befikkra hai na..then I'll call him Lucky..absolutely..par maine bahut se lukiyon ko b paani maangte dekha hai...mujhe lagta hai ki worryless hone ka b time hota hai aur jab tak woh time nahi aaya..to aap sirf worryless hone ka dikhawa kar sakte ho ho nahi sakte...
aur dikhawa mujhe shuru se pasand nahi..yups..i know i m not perfect..kabhi kabhi main b chance maar leta hun show off mein..par as I said kabhu kabhi...
zindagi ko cool chalane mein is show off ka b hath hota hai sach mein.. abhi thode din pehle maine hi ek aisi harkat ki jisko karne k pehle maine 10 baar socha ki karun ya na.. par sochne mein hi itni khushi mil rahi thi ki maine socha kar hi daalun..jo hoga dekh lenge..maine ki..ek mail..then reply b aaya..aur kuchh kuchh waisa hi aaya jaisa maine socha tha..par andar se ek satisfaction hua mujhe..yeh to at least nahi laga ki mane galat kiya..aur agar main sahi hun to baaki to dekh lenge phir..
meri nazar mein har baat agar kisi ki maani ja sakti hai to woh duniya mein sirf ek hi aadmi hai ..aur woh hai BOSS.. yeh.. I believe boss is always right..baaki to agar ram b bole na ki har baat sahi hai uski to b main na maanu.. :D
age bhale hi kam ho meri par jitne + - maine kiye hain na apni life mein unhone bahut kuchh sikhaya hai mujhe..aur mujhe nahi pata jo seekha hai ya seekh rha hun woh galat hai ya nahi..bus itna jaroor hai ki jo theek lagta hai dohrane ki koshish jaroor karta hun..100% nahi to 50% sahi..

meri ek line hai jo mujhe hamesha sahi lagti hai..Time is the best teacher that teaches in the worst way.. jab ho jata hai tabhi lagta hai ki Areeee yeh kaise hua??..par time babu to sikha k nikal lete hain baaki bache aap aur aapki galtiyon ka tokra jo aapke hi sir phootega..mujhe b kai saari shikayat hain time se..par time to lagataar bhagg raha hai na..uske pass kahan time hai kisi se behas karne ka :)


"ram"

memories n me, 1 on 1 ..:)

kabhi kabhi ajeeb lagta hai,
kuchh doobte teirte dekhna kahin apne andar hi..
tanhaee jab khud ko hi akela kar deti hai aur pass koi nahi dikhta na hota sach hi kabhi..
par sochta hun tab ki shayad hissa ban gaya hai zindagi ka yeh sab bhi..

aur hota hi kya hai jab kuchh toota hua ho apne hi andar pehle ..
aur kuchh nayi boonden aa ke usse phir galane lagti hai apne hi ansuon ki..
jab soch ke lagta hai ki kabhi pehle hi socha hota to zindagi ki gintiyan na ginta..
balki gaata un geeton ko jo zindagi k suron pe bandhen hote kahin pe...

lagta hai ki har mukaam ko pa lenge aage aage kabhi..
par kya pichhle mukaam mita payenge kabhi..
lagta asambhav sa hai yeh sab par kuchh nahi ho sakta yeh socha k hi khud ko masroof kiye jata hun chupchap hi..
bahut si baatein kahin par aise hi reh jati hain jab ankahi aur anjani si..
tab sochna b gunah lagta hai aisa kuchh bhi jiske hote hi sab theek ho jayega shyad..

baar baar kehta hun khud se hi ki zindagi k yeh mukaam b to maine hi likhe the kabhi apne hi haton se..
jinhe bhulana aur mitana hi ab har pareshani ka hal lagta hai hamesha se..
bahut se mukaam jo khud ban jate hain ya bana diye jaate hain woh hamesha sahi nahi hote apne liyen..
jaanta hun sab galat hai har baat k sath hi par dil mein akal hi nahi hoti na..kya kare yeh b...
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by "ram"

pyar to bahut hai, batana hai kyun..

being a love victim...vyatha...

pyar kitna hai batana hai kyun...
karte to bahut hai par jatana hai kyun...

ab itne din beet chuke ki ginti na kar payen hum..
har ek pyare us lamho ko ab sadiyon mein ginwayen hum..
woh kehte hain har baar yahi.. call karna bhool jate ho kyun..
pyar to bahut hai..batate nahi kyun...

kabhi sochta hun bata hi dun main.. dhadkaon mein rehta hai jo woh tarana ho tum..
saansen lene ka ab ek bahana ho tum..
tum na aate to pata nahi kya ho gaya hota..
aur kuchh hota na hota yeh nitin yahan na hota..

unki shikayat par wahi rahegi..phir milne aate nahi kyun...
pyar to bahut hai batate nahi kyun..

zindagi k har mod pe humdum tum hi to sath rahe ho..
aur koi rahe na rahe tum to sada yaad rahe ho...
yeh pyari surat soche to suraj jagaya karta hun main..
woh meethe pal soche aksar muskuraya karta hun main..
lamho ka mol na jaanu main..par jaan se jyada pyare hain..
kuchh ho na ho apne pass..tum meri aur hum tumhare hain...
sab kuchh kar lun chahe main...sun ne ko yahi mil jata hai..
yeh mail tumhara do din mein ek hi baar kyun aata hai..

main to keh keh k haar gaya..tum samjh nahi paate ho kyun..
pyar to bahut hai batana hai kyun...



by "ram"

another change...[critical]

ek aur change dekh raha hun khud mein..ab dil mein faltu k khayaal aane kage hain. poems..ghazal ya jo b keh lo likhne ka mann karta hai. aur jab likhta hi hun, to yaan daalne mein kya issue hain. so here goes two of my 3 expressions...bear with me.. :)

a heartful welcome for all suggestions.. plz oblige me..


cheers,
nitin