Anjaana chehra..

kuch dekhta hun main door us kinare par,
jisse hasil kar pana mushkil lagta hai mere liyen..

pehchan lena us mod se aati har mehak ko,
aur chahna har pal ussi lamhe ko jo jiya tha maine kabhi..

us ped ki chhanv mein baithke khud ko dekhna,
koshish karna pehchanne ki jo chehra waqt ne badal diya h mera..

sochne ki koshish mein sab kuchh badal dene k liyen,
naya kuchh laane ke liyen jo mera hoga b nahi shayad..

pain n pain n pain............

i dnt know wat others think, no matter what they do
i know i killed some faith, i know i broke some trust

seems m waste, m junk, i just born to spread pain in my loved ones,
i just hate the way i talk, i walk, i see, i believe, i do

i wanna change myself, just a complete recycle of me,
washing all the memories, all the brains,

wanna punish myself, passing all the sorrow, all the pain,
wanna hurt myself, passing all the weapons, passing all the wars,

unable to breathe, unable to bear guilt of my own acts,
i just hate myself when i smile, when i laugh, when m happy,

seeing people around, i feel how bad i am, can feel my sins flowing in my veins,
can see a demon inside, smiling at my every move, can see myself feeding him with my every step

finally its gud to c, life itself became punish to me,
with each day, each moment, each breathe, i see myself dead..
I know it will rise n rise with each new day, n i will keep dieing with every sunrise & sunset.